blahh!!

well today was hectic! i got to sleep in but no i cant go to sleep when im supposed to haha. tonight i had to babysit at shane's church....and no i never want to have kids!! haha they were CRAZY!! i had to scream at the topnof my lungs just to get their attention. there were 3 other teens there helping watch the kids but they were just standing in the corner like wallflowers...i tried playing Simon Says with the kids (i think there were about 20 kids. 16 girls, 4 boys) but a few didnt wanna play that. then we tried playing Red Light, Green Light, Purple Light (Purple Light means that you have to dance) and others didnt wanna play that so i gave up and took half the kids to the nursery to watch a movie. big mistake! no one sat still long enough to get through the previews of the movie, everyone wanted to play and run around and i just wanted to pull my hair out!! so then everyone was getting thirsty so we went back to the gym and everyone started running around and playing with frisbees and some kids were getting sleepy so they were grumpy and were crying and i thought the night would never end. luckily the adults' dinner ended two hours before it was supposed to and i got $40 for it. amazing, i know!! well thats all that basically happened today. tomorrow im going to church then celebrating my friend's birthday. we're going to Hibachi and then going back to her house to sleep over. yay!! im excited!!

ttfn - ta ta for now!

song of the day: "Anywhere but Here" by Chris Cagle
quote for the day: "Don't fall for someone unless theyre willing to catch you."

sorry, no pics for today

bored

well things are looking brighter for me. except one thing. i didnt get the PROMISE scholarship but anywho.. things between shane and i are better. we're working things out between us and who knows where that will lead us. valentines day wasnt exactly the greatest holiday for me though but he said he bought me something and will give it to me tomorrow :) im so excited! and another thing im excited about is this weekend, i ACTUALLY HAVE PLANS!! haha tomorrow i am babysitting at my church for some valentine's day thing, then sunday i am celebrating my friend's birthday party at hibachi and then we're all staying the night with her. its going to be a fun weekend!! well i think im going to go take a nap because im sick and i havent gone to bed the last two night before midnight because of homework sooo i need to get better :o)

ttfn - ta ta for now!!

song for the day: "Mighty To Save" by Hillsong

quote for the day: Jeremiah 29:11 - "For I know the plans I have for you; plans to give you a hope and a future..."

photos: first one is one me, my puppet, yancey, and his puppet. we had to put on a show for the little kids. the next two are of my youth pastor and his wife...crazy i know!! the last one is of shane and i after a hard day at work lol. we love each other haha

well things are looking brighter for me and my current love situation lol. we're still friends and have hung out once since the big bad break up. hopefully church tonight wont be as awkward as sunday was. well, it wasnt THAT awkward but i did sit alone on the opposite side of the sanctuary lol. but anywho, valentine's day (singles awareness day, as i call it now) is tomorrow and im not really looking forward to it. except for the roses ill be getting from my best friend liz haha long story. a club at our school was selling 3 roses for $4 so my friend liz bought me some and i bought her some so we wouldnt look like loners haha (except she has a bf, but he goes to a different school)

oh btw we had a snow day today!! and i woke up with a sore throat :( o well!! im feeling better!

ttfn - ta ta for now

song for the day: "My Wish" by Rascall Flatts

quote for the day: "life is like photography, you develop from the negatives."

photos: these are pictures of my 2008 prom dress....now all i need a prom date ;o)

its over

well, its official. shane and i ended our 1 year and almost 9 month relationship for his friends. yes, his friends. the ones who call me the "b-word" and yell at me and cuss me out. i guess its safe to say that he's definitely not "the one" lol and that im better off without him. im ok right now but i have a feeling that later on tn, ill be crying up a storm because he was my best friend. oh well, guess God didnt want us to be a couple anymore. hopefully ill find someone to go to prom with. any suggestions on any thing? leave a comment!! it will be greatly appreciated!

ttfn - ta ta for now

song for the day: "Everything I'm Not" by The Veronicas
quote for the day: "Trust no one."

blahh :'(

well today had to be one of the worst days of my life....no i didnt fall in a mud puddle, no i didnt fail a test, no i didnt go to school without remembering to put pants on. today was the last day for me being in a 1 year and 8 month relationship with shane. we decided to break up because we have been fighting alot lately, but are remaining friends, and we are hoping that maybe one day, we'll be able to get bac together. but thats all in god's hands.

on a lighter note, in January, our senior class had color day (which is where the senior class picks to colors, a flower, and a motto to represent them). our colors were lavender and black, flower was the tiger lily, and the motto is: "Takin' a chance for one another, these are the times that we'll remember. Finally it's our time now, it's our time now!" we even make a flag/banner that represents us in the hallway. everyone actually got into the spirit of dressing up in the colors and looking nice, but the behavior of my senior class is indescribable. let's just say that a select few need to go back to kindergarten and learn manners + more. its embarassing to call them my fellow classmates when i feel as if they are merely 9th graders again. oh well. less than 5 months and im out of there. thank goodness!

ttfn - ta ta for now!

song for the day: "Surrender" by Marc James (reminds me of church camp!)

quote for the day: "Take nothing in life for granted, nor regret anything that once made you smile."

photos: the first one is a picture of our senior banner. the second one is a picture of me and all my friends. (left to right, top to bottom) brittney, me, katie, amanda, kayla, liz, and alyssa. gotta love 'em!